Why is he smiling

I guess everyone knoes I have this huge obsession over this guy call Jun Rui. I guess I'm still giving false hopes to myself that he likes me after this incident. I t all happens like this...

En Yu, my classmate, posted this video on Instagram. Jun Rui was holding on to the holiday homework. I guess En yu lost her holiday homework. -_- She had a meet-up with Jun Rui at the bus stop, like just the both of them. En Yu was saying enthusiastically to Jun Rui " Say hi to Rui  Ling!!". Jun Rui replies with a smile and walk way.

Hey guy!!! Can I ask you a question??? what does his smile represents sia. It's not the first time he laughs or smiles when my friends say my name. Like seriously, why are you smiling???
 I hope someone can answer that question)

I really hope I can get the exact answer from Google. Sadly, our technologies are not that advance. Hopefully, one day, I can ask Google whether Jun Rui likes me

The most stupid person in the world

If you think you are the most stupid person in the wrold, U R WRONG!!!

Yesterday, I scroll though the conversation between Jun Rui and I. Never did I know he rejected me on October . I thought he is someone that likes to give false hopes to girls. I guess I misunderstood him. He rejected me.

Yap, my feeling is the same colour as the words "He rejected me". Although I always wanted a rejection from him, I guess I still cant handle the pain or sadness. Everytime he send me a message, my world light up!!! Like what is he trying to tell me. However, the message I always hope he can send me is I like you too. I assume this can only happens after a million years, when I'm in my coffin lying. T_T


IT'S TIME TO MOVE ON . HE DON'T LIKE YOU

I'm back

Damm!! There is no wifi network when I'm stuck in Malaysia. I swear it's hell since there's no wifi. It's a tragic and awful experience in Malaysia so I dont wanna taco about it. I guess I will continue my blog, starting from today!!!!!